Full Circle....

I realize as I have been blogging I have been writing about change, chaos, hope and fears, life, love, losing, winning and finding the true path to who I am. I have been happy, angry, sad, lost, confused, betrayed, lifted up, let down, and brought out of the abyss. With in a few months friends became enemies, relationships were tested, one was broken, the other healed, and all concerned are picking up the pieces and moving forward with their lives. As I have been looking back at the many blogs that I have wrote I saw the anger that I had turn into sadness as I went through the process of taken back what was given away and raising above what I was slowly becoming.
What happen was a necessary evil and it gave more then one person the strength to do what they needed to do to survive. The most basic of human instincts emerged out of chaos to attempt to rebuild what was already broken. That being said I feel that I need to return to the beginning of my existence so best to understand where I am going. The existence being the start of this life on earth as a blessed creation of the Divine.
I have often been told that I am an old soul with the knowledge of years beyond my age. I remember being six years old and hearing that for the first time as sat on the porched with my grandfather. I don't remember the conversation but I do remember him saying those words and I knew that my life would be forever changed. Mistake have and will be made but I knew at that young of an age that my life would be filled with purpose and understanding of the Divine purpose for my life.
As I have grown in body, mind and spirit I have also grown in the gifts that the Divine has bestowed upon me for this life. Those gifts are the tools that I must use to fulfill my purpose, but they can also be a curse. Feeling, seeing, and knowing things that people don't want me to about their lives and awakening in them hidden things that they would rather be buried. However, I must accept responsibility for my gifts and any harm or good that they causes. Sometimes at the beginning it is only harm that is seen but in the end, when the storm has been weathered, good radiates above all.
I have weathered my own storms in the twenty four years of my life and a I am still sailing though listening as the Divine guides my path. I will continue to listen even when I don't want to and follow the path that is laid before me. I will continue to write about the past, but my past none other. Because to know where I am going is to see where I have been.
Until next time, peace be unto all.